TEST!!! Do I need to make a video tutorial on "How to test your GTA V mods before you upload for dummies" guide?
That's it - you believed in your own divinity. "Everyone is stupid but me".
If you can live on GTA only and do not accept that there is a real world outside it and things happen, that's your choice. I congratulate you on having so much time on your hands. I'd love to be like you.